向妈妈致敬！

最近看了两集关于孕妇生产过程的实录片，感想如下

震撼
第一次目睹了完整的生产过程，从等待contractions的次数,到push push and push harder,还有把血淋淋的baby从那里给拉出来。说真的，我没预料这些画面会出现在电视上！！

害怕
真的很痛，光看着妈妈们的表情就感受到了，其中一个在中途竟然说不生了！当然，最后baby还是出来了
还有，那个洞好大。想想它要扩张到让baby出来。。。。 好恐怖

不公平
为什么女生要承受这种痛苦？不只生产之痛，整个怀孕过程都得战战兢兢的，妈妈可能会得孕妇高血压，孕吐，便秘，身材走样，stretch marks等等
爸爸也应该分担一些痛吧！

伟大
其中一位妈妈怀了个三胞胎，她被通知其中一个baby的情况不太稳定，破腹生产手术必须马上进行,比预期提前了一天。由于事情来得太突然，爸爸还没赶到，妈妈就被送去手术房了。baby们虽然安全的出世了，但是他们特别小，好脆弱，和别的baby不一样，他们被送到intensive care unit 里观察。 怀胎九月的妈妈最后只能透过透明的箱子，看着自己的baby, 还不清楚baby的状况，他无助的哭了。
看到最后，或许我真的领悟到了妈妈的伟大。
她承受了痛苦，让我来到了这个世界，我决定要好好珍惜她，用我的爱与陪伴来偿还妈妈受过的痛！
还有，我不再轻易的决定生小孩了。

p.s. 妈妈常说；女儿，最了解你的当然是我，因为你是我的一块肉
相信我，孩子真的是妈妈的一块肉！！！

hello again, abu dhabi

3 more hours to go i think...

been to Burberry but stuff here is MORE expensive than UK stores.. possibly due to the currency exchange rate. so, sistar.. i have saved u 185pounds la

this is the 4th in abu dhabi, still i landed at night time, no sign of dessert can be seen

home.. i m on the way... still

feeling good

so that is 3.5 working hours to go, and the best thing is i will be watching counter + tutor is not in!!
woohooo

go go go~

0.5 day to go!

hurray, i have survived the two working days before hdays!
not exactly passed by without any incidents.. well, i kena complaint by a customer.. T___T
oh well, i am a trainee, mistakes make perfect mah rite

day dream.. oppz i mean training day in leeds tomorrow, then another half day at work without tutor, the next day.. i shall pack my bags officially and head HOME!!!

to prepare myself with my habits back in msia, i downloaded My FM apps onto my mocha 2 days age. the 皇宫灿烂 has been my bed time entertainment, weird atmosphere though..

oh no.. feeling hungry!!

2.5 working days, 5 living days to go

i simply cant wait another second to grab my bags, hit on the train, then air jet, and land on my home, Malaysia.

no CNY cookies, no angpao, no family reunion dinner, no praying in the temple, no etc etc for 2 bloody years!

guess working with boots and living alone have made me an easily agitated person...

Christmas wishing/ resolution/ shopping lists

1. Cath Kidston electric flowers iphone 4 case
2. Apple Macbook Air
3. a purse
4. any clothing in Camel or Oatmeal colour
5. scarf from GAP
6. good value shoppings from boxing sale!
7. cuddling with friends in the cold, maybe white christmas?
8. meet my personal santa too
9. make up my mind of staying in UK or leave!
10. keep some savings!

fanmade is awesome!!!

Can you recognize what character is each of them????
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the casts from you're beautiful!!!!!!!!

Tae Kyung oppa!!! X3

Go mi nam!!!
JEREMY oppa is shoooo cute!!!!!!!!!