apology

i realised that i have been emotional or rude some time to some one...

sorry

i hate myself for being that kind of person, but i don't want to wear a mask.
to them, when i am mad, i can avoid that feeling and walk away.
to my mates, i write my expression right on my face.


you might think this is unfair because you don't cause my pain.
so i ask for your forgiveness
coz that is the only time i don't have to be perfect
or be "i am okay" all the time


written after taking a high dose of caffeine (after drinking a big cup of coco drink)
this does not indicate anyone in particular, i just suddenly regretted for some of the actions i have done.

happy new year