apology

i realised that i have been emotional or rude some time to some one...

sorry

i hate myself for being that kind of person, but i don't want to wear a mask.
to them, when i am mad, i can avoid that feeling and walk away.
to my mates, i write my expression right on my face.


you might think this is unfair because you don't cause my pain.
so i ask for your forgiveness
coz that is the only time i don't have to be perfect
or be "i am okay" all the time


written after taking a high dose of caffeine (after drinking a big cup of coco drink)
this does not indicate anyone in particular, i just suddenly regretted for some of the actions i have done.

happy new year

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION- year 2010

it is the time for the list again:

1. eat healthy, achieve 5-a-day
2. attend aerobics class once a week
3. exercise when you are watching drama!
4. be more active on facebook, maintain your friendship with your clique
5. read current news
6. remember to smile more often
7. find accomodation in selby during easter break, obviously visit the place.
8. organise europe/uk trip for family visiting
9. save $$$ for future travelling plans
10....


aiya i am brain dead liao, i never be so stressfull during study break!! i am doing all sorts of things to avoid studying now, like playing onl9 mahjong, singing... making coco drinks, which was too bitter to provide any relaxing factor..

haihz.. final one..
10. finish your revision before exam

bye 2009,
hello 2010, in 20hours.

review on my past new year resolution

this is copied from my old blog...

Resolution of the New Year!!!

wa... 7days later v will be writing 2009 instead of 2008!! time is flying with jet, man...

neways. i tot of writing a quick recap on the matters happened in 2008 bt... kai has done it for me so i will list down a brief resolution for the coming year instead.

here we go...

1. NOT TO BE DISCLOSED. i failed it anyways.
2. wake up 15min earlier, so that i have enough time to walk slowly to class in heels. It happened once, wasn't a good experience. I actually felt awkward for being taller than usual!
3. go clubbing in nottingham city. alright.. I did put effort on this. beginning of this semester, I planned to attend the partay in oceana, but I fell sick and yeah u know what happened next.
4. go souvenier shopping in oxford before going back to malaysia on march. this didn't happen as well.
5. look for accomodation and visit hebden bridge, yorkshire, at least a month before June. yeah i visited twice before the start of summer placement. I met JoAnne in the 2nd semester and happened that we both worked in the same (sort of) region in yorkshire, so we reached an agreement and stayed together in Leeds through out the summer placement. Thank u for your company, Jo. Love u!!
6. write CV and cover letter for hospital placement application. I did that during summer holiday back home! Leeds hospital offered an interview but i couldn't make it bcos i was not back to UK yet.. ish.. my sport membership in leeds uni is gone..
7. clean up the free, old magazines. i disposed half of them! *tick*
8. be more talkative. ahh.. i dun tink i have improved much on this.. too lazy for a change.
9. update the blog more often. *tick tick tick*
10. call up my brother. sorry bro... i believe u r more busy than i am..



Happy Hdays and Happy New Year, everyone~


XOXO
christine Posted by christine at 12:51 AM

siao o-le-di

ARGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why i cant memorize what i have studied and understood before?!!!!

i cant accept this! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!

MERRY XMAS!!

woo hoo..

i received an elongated tripod as xmas gift!!

thank u SANTA! =)

My Xmas Wishing List

This is actually more like a boxing day shopping list..

1. anything from Jack Wills, hopefully there's delightful reduction on boxing sale!
2. Balenciaga handbag
3. Panasonic LX-3 Camera Case (must be leather, fitted case!)
4. Char Kuey Teow from Penang
5. cheap and trendy coat

This is the gift i have received!

1. LCD protector ( 6 pieces summore!! and it is oni 2.5pounds, thank u eBAY!)
2. Muji Xmas Tree and Riding horse
3. mini Nut Crackers
4. Parcel filled with tissue papers and heat generating bags, from Malaysia
5. Fashion magazines from JAP, original and they are written in JAPANESE (tq cheeserland XD)

Santa Claus is Coming To Town Tonight
Wish Everybody and Myself a Merry Christmas =)

ho ho ho
ho ho
ho
ho ho
ho ho ho

next hit after SORRY SORRY?

Oh my supergirl.. woo--oo--woo.. My girl.. My girl.. My girl..

lolz. this got stuck in my head since i watched 娱乐百分百, while show was imitating their dance.. yeah, again very characteristic choreograph!!! ( time to practice new dance moves!! XD)

AND i just realised that there is a CHINESE in superjunior!!!
this is really really shocking! no offence but i always think the shuai-ness from a chinese is totally different from the korean dude! (comparing Fahrenheit to the SJ members...) well, now i even more believe in the importance of make up and image construction for a person..

now, the reformed superjunior-M has got 2 new members, one Taiwanese and one Chinese!! and yeah, both of them look totally like koreans!!!! (extremely tall nose and sepet)

MUJI XMAS

wee.... i got myself a RED xmas tree after all, from MUJI!! thanks to KAI for the reused Voucher!

i got a hair scrunchie, lumbar massage tool and a xmas present!! wanted to try the clothes but they r all out of size -.-

and i was soo happy cos i asked for extra paper bags! super the cute 1.. i will save them for xmas wrappings!



this is my fav floor mat from ikea. siu the teddy was reading the books/magazines (books that i nvr spare time to read) while i were out to shop shop XD

are they really look that fake?

junyong questioned about them once he saw my FB profile pic.. =.= (u rili surprised me with ur sensitivity to wigs! lol)

okay la.. i admitted that they look really fake in real. but i thought in photograph, they work.. ><

anyways.. i bought them from taipei, and oni cost about rm10, synthetic made, thats why they look this fake. As i always curious of how am i gonna look like if i hv a thick bangs, that could cover like most of my face.. makes my face smaller. probabaly a tool for acting cute? cover pimples.. too benefits that i can list of, but theres one reason i can nvr get a fringe.. cos of my naturally frizzy hair.. T.T

sadness of being one of the inherited frizzy hair population.

Feeling Green

seasons of the winter is coming!!

im supposed to create an icy, snowy, freezing winter template.. but anyways.. so happend that i have this new light green for my blog title. SO i picked a green template!

so refreshing =)

为什么你总是带来麻烦?

有一种人就是脸皮厚 还有贪便宜
明知道自己是个问题来源
还是硬要制造麻烦

旅行是为了放松心情,带给自己欢乐
现在这个旅程还会开心吗?
到时候只有脸色大比拼吧


烦死人了